Back to the drawing board

This has been a frustrating week for a number of reasons, hopefully writing it out will clear my head a bit

To set the stage: I'm licensed now. I've been working as an intern, and have been in discussions with my manager regarding positions. There was a theoretical position opening up due to an impending departure that would have been mine up until she decided to turn it into registered technician positions. I was crushed (after work... not during) and now I need to go back to the drawing board to figure out what my game plan is. It certainly wasn't anything I did as I was exceeding expectations and she said as much then and previously.

There is a chance they might keep me on in the region so there is some hope - I'm just in no position to be relocated long term. I really do hope this works out in such a way that allows me to stay local

I woke up this morning with a wicked migraine partly because of that and partly because of sleep lost thinking about it. I really need to let this mood/condition blow over so I can get on with things so I'm going to be taking it easy today.